{"id":26609,"date":"2025-04-09T12:33:17","date_gmt":"2025-04-09T12:33:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/?p=26609"},"modified":"2025-07-03T14:22:22","modified_gmt":"2025-07-03T14:22:22","slug":"9-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/sq\/archives\/26609","title":{"rendered":"Disa nga kujtimet e mia nga shkolla e mesme dhe e lart\u00eb"},"content":{"rendered":"
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12 janar 2018<\/span><\/span><\/h1><\/div><\/div><\/div>
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Do t'ju tregoj p\u00ebr disa nga kujtimet e mia nga shkolla e mesme dhe e lart\u00eb.
Duhet ta marr\u00ebsh n\u00eb konsiderat\u00eb mosh\u00ebn time n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, sepse do t\u00eb gjesh disa veprime t\u00eb pamatura q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb.
Dashuria ime p\u00ebr leximin filloi n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, kur isha rreth 13 vje\u00e7, kur lexoja gazet\u00ebn Al-Ahram \u00e7do dit\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn im at\u00eb na e blinte \u00e7do dit\u00eb. Dashuria ime p\u00ebr leximin u zhvillua kur kurseja parat\u00eb e mia dhe blija libra nga librarit\u00eb ose nga Panairi Nd\u00ebrkomb\u00ebtar i Librit n\u00eb Kajro, t\u00eb cilin e vizitoja \u00e7do vit. Leximet e mia mbulonin fusha t\u00eb ndryshme: fetare, politike, historike, gjeografike, shkencore e t\u00eb tjera, dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmoi m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb shkrimin e librave t\u00eb mi kur u rrita.
Njohurit\u00eb e mia p\u00ebr xhihadin filluan me leximin tim, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht me ndjekjen time t\u00eb muxhahedin\u00ebve arab\u00eb dhe afgan\u00eb n\u00eb Afganistan. Isha i impresionuar prej tyre, edhe pse ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb pak\u00ebt n\u00eb num\u00ebr dhe m\u00eb pak t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm. Si mund t'u b\u00ebnin ball\u00eb fuqive t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb asaj kohe dhe t'u shkaktonin humbje t\u00eb m\u00ebdha rus\u00ebve? Shpresoja t\u00eb isha me ta n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb re dhe \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja p\u00ebr xhihad me ta kur t\u00eb rritesha. Megjithat\u00eb, ky pushtim p\u00ebrfundoi n\u00eb vitin 1989, pasi mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, kur isha rreth pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7. Pas k\u00ebsaj, u ndjeva i zhg\u00ebnjyer p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb luftimeve t\u00eb brendshme midis muxhahedin\u00ebve. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, nuk doja t\u00eb isha me ta, sepse e konsideroja luft\u00ebn midis tyre si gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb sprov\u00eb q\u00eb duhet ta shmangnim.
Mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme dhe p\u00ebrkushtimi im ndaj lutjes dhe t\u00eb menduarit p\u00ebr Zotin dhe si ta mb\u00ebshtesja fen\u00eb e Tij u rrit. Gjat\u00eb pushimeve n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, e falja rregullisht namazin e drek\u00ebs me xhemat n\u00eb xhamin\u00eb e shkoll\u00ebs dhe d\u00ebgjoja m\u00ebsimet fetare pas namazit.
Bleja me parat\u00eb e xhepit gazet\u00ebn Al-Muslimun, nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb javore q\u00eb botohej nga Arabia Saudite. Ajo mbulonte gjendjen e mysliman\u00ebve n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn. N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet k\u00ebsaj gazete, m\u00ebsova p\u00ebr gjendjen e mysliman\u00ebve n\u00eb Filipine, Kashmir, Turkestanin Lindor n\u00eb Kin\u00eb, republikat islamike t\u00eb Bashkimit Sovjetik, \u00c7e\u00e7eni dhe Bosnj\u00eb e Hercegovin\u00eb. Madje i shkrova gazet\u00ebs duke pyetur se si mund t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb Bosnj\u00eb e Hercegovin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb xhihad atje, por nuk mora p\u00ebrgjigje. Gjithashtu telefonova ambasad\u00ebn pakistaneze gjat\u00eb asaj kohe p\u00ebr t'u k\u00ebrkuar atyre t\u00eb m\u00eb lejonin t\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja n\u00eb Kashmir p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb xhihad kund\u00ebr pushtimit indian, por u habita nga nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebs egjiptian i cili m\u00eb tha se nuk kishin at\u00eb q\u00eb po k\u00ebrkoja. Mendova gjithashtu t\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja p\u00ebr n\u00eb \u00c7e\u00e7eni.

Lufta e Bosnj\u00ebs q\u00eb filloi n\u00eb mars t\u00eb vitit 1992 ishte nj\u00eb pik\u00eb kthese n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Ndjeva se nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t'i ndihmuar k\u00ebta mysliman\u00eb. U trishtova kur lexova p\u00ebr masakrat masive, p\u00ebrdhunimet e grave myslimane dhe tragjedi t\u00eb tjera. U trishtova dhe u frustrova edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb kur nuk gjeta p\u00ebrgjigjen e pritur nga qeverit\u00eb dhe popujt mysliman p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndaluar k\u00ebt\u00eb tragjedi. I kurseja parat\u00eb e xhepit dhe ia dhuroja Komitetit Islamik t\u00eb Ndihm\u00ebs. Shkoja n\u00eb Dar Al-Hikma pas shkolle p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhuruar p\u00ebr mysliman\u00ebt boshnjak\u00eb, por pavar\u00ebsisht k\u00ebsaj, ndjeva se po d\u00ebshtoja t'i p\u00ebrballoja.
Planifikova t\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja p\u00ebr n\u00eb Asuan, pastaj n\u00eb Sudan dhe m\u00eb pas n\u00eb Bosnj\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, mendja ime nuk e kuptonte se mund t\u00eb arrestohesha leht\u00ebsisht sepse nuk e kisha planifikuar k\u00ebt\u00eb aventur\u00eb me ask\u00ebnd tjet\u00ebr. Ky ishte nj\u00eb akt individual, pasi nuk njihja ndonj\u00eb grup apo organizat\u00eb n\u00eb Egjipt q\u00eb d\u00ebrgonte muxhahedin\u00eb n\u00eb Bosnj\u00eb. Prandaj, vendimi im ishte spontan dhe jo i menduar mir\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb mosh\u00ebs sime t\u00eb re, pasi n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk isha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se n\u00ebnt\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7 dhe as nuk kisha pasaport\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb udh\u00ebtuar.
Pas k\u00ebtij vendimi, i shkrova nj\u00eb let\u00ebr familjes sime dhe e lash\u00eb mbi tavolin\u00eb. Mora \u00e7ant\u00ebn me rroba dhe dola nga sht\u00ebpia pa e ditur askush nga familja ime. Shkova n\u00eb stacionin e trenit dhe rezervova nj\u00eb bilet\u00eb t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb Asuan. Ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb hipja n\u00eb tren. Kur hipa n\u00eb tren, u habita nga turma e madhe dhe nuk kishte vend p\u00ebr t\u00eb hipur. Vura re disa pasagjer\u00eb t\u00eb ulur n\u00eb vendin e caktuar p\u00ebr vendosjen e bagazheve sip\u00ebr vendeve t\u00eb pasagjer\u00ebve, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb u ngjita n\u00eb vende dhe u ula me ta. Pasi vuajta p\u00ebr or\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra dhe pasi bileta ime u kontrollua disa her\u00eb, nj\u00eb nga inspektor\u00ebt e biletave m\u00eb tha para se t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrija n\u00eb Asuan se isha me pasagjer\u00ebt e klasit t\u00eb tret\u00eb dhe se kisha vendin tim n\u00eb vendin e klasit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb me aj\u00ebr t\u00eb kondicionuar. Ai u habit q\u00eb isha n\u00eb klasin e tret\u00eb, por un\u00eb q\u00ebndrova n\u00eb klasin e tret\u00eb derisa mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb Asuan.
E konsiderova udh\u00ebtimin tim n\u00eb Asuan si nj\u00eb lloj migrimi drejt Allahut dhe t\u00eb D\u00ebrguarit t\u00eb Tij (paqja qoft\u00eb mbi t\u00eb). Ndjeva se po shp\u00ebrblehesha p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb udh\u00ebtim, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb nuk u trishtova. Pasi mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb Asuan, rezervova nj\u00eb shtrat n\u00eb nj\u00eb konvikt p\u00ebr t\u00eb rinj. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, i thash\u00eb vetes se duhej t\u00eb flisja me familjen time p\u00ebr t'i siguruar p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin tim. Kur i telefonova, u habita kur i gjeta duke u rr\u00ebzuar dhe duke qar\u00eb p\u00ebr ndarjen time. U ndjeva i trishtuar dhe pyeta: "Si ia b\u00ebra k\u00ebt\u00eb babait dhe n\u00ebn\u00ebs sime?" Pasi ata k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebn t\u00eb dinin vendndodhjen time, u thash\u00eb se isha n\u00eb Asuan dhe m\u00eb lut\u00ebn t\u00eb kthehesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. U ktheva tek ata dhe kuptova se nuk do t\u00eb isha n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb merresha me xhihad derisa t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga kolegjet ushtarake n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kisha mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb merresha me xhihad kund\u00ebr Izraelit. Besoja se paqja me Izraelin nuk do t\u00eb zgjaste shum\u00eb, por n\u00eb fund, nuk pata mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb merresha me xhihad.
N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb faz\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, nuk kam menduar kurr\u00eb t\u00eb bashkohem me V\u00ebllaz\u00ebrin\u00eb Myslimane, Salafit\u00eb apo ndonj\u00eb grup tjet\u00ebr. E vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb mendoja ishte t\u00eb luftoja n\u00eb \u00e7do vend ku mysliman\u00ebt persekutoheshin, dhe kaq. Nuk po mendoja t\u00eb luftoja mysliman\u00ebt q\u00eb luftonin mysliman\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, dhe interpretimi im i politik\u00ebs n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, dhe deri m\u00eb tani mendimi im nuk ka ndryshuar shum\u00eb.
Sigurisht, pasi u bashkova me ushtrin\u00eb, \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebra u mbajt sekret dhe askush nuk e dinte, sepse e dija q\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb diheshin mendimet q\u00eb po m\u00eb kalonin n\u00eb mendje, ose do t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtohesha nga ushtria ose do t\u00eb arrestohesha.
Vitet e shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb mesme dhe t\u00eb lart\u00eb ishin nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb e zymt\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, sepse isha i shqet\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr shum\u00eb mysliman\u00eb t\u00eb persekutuar, dhe e vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb ma b\u00ebri k\u00ebt\u00eb faz\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime m\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb ishin vizionet n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat pash\u00eb Profetin, Zoti e bekoft\u00eb dhe i dh\u00ebnt\u00eb paqe, dhe Zotin ton\u00eb Jezusin, paqja qoft\u00eb mbi t\u00eb, dhe disa vizione t\u00eb tjera.
Sigurisht, disa njer\u00ebz do t\u00eb thon\u00eb: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb ishte kjo budallall\u00ebk q\u00eb po mendoje dhe po b\u00ebje?\u201d Por kjo ishte pjes\u00eb e jet\u00ebs sime kur isha i ri dhe nuk m\u00eb vjen turp p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb kthehesha pas n\u00eb koh\u00eb, do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri t\u00eb luftoja n\u00eb xhihad. Mund t\u00eb mos isha bashkuar me ushtrin\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb kisha pritur derisa t\u00eb rritesha n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja dhe t\u00eb luftoja n\u00eb \u00e7do vend ku mysliman\u00ebt persekutoheshin, n\u00eb vend q\u00eb ta humbisja jet\u00ebn kot deri m\u00eb tani pa arritur \u00ebndrr\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb luftuar n\u00eb xhihad dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur martirizimin.
Dhe kushdo q\u00eb komenton dhe m\u00eb thot\u00eb pse nuk shkon t\u00eb udh\u00ebtosh dhe t\u00eb luftosh dhe nuk na jep para, do t'i them t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoj\u00eb bilet\u00ebn dhe ta b\u00ebj\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb p\u00ebr mua udh\u00ebtimin p\u00ebr n\u00eb Burma, p\u00ebr shembull, q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb luftoj atje.\u00a0<\/span><\/h1>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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