{"id":26609,"date":"2025-04-09T12:33:17","date_gmt":"2025-04-09T12:33:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/?p=26609"},"modified":"2025-07-03T14:22:22","modified_gmt":"2025-07-03T14:22:22","slug":"9-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lv\/archives\/26609","title":{"rendered":"Da\u017eas manas atmi\u0146as no pamatskolas un vidusskolas laikiem"},"content":{"rendered":"
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2018. gada 12. janv\u0101r\u012b<\/span><\/span><\/h1><\/div><\/div><\/div>
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Es past\u0101st\u012b\u0161u par da\u017e\u0101m sav\u0101m atmi\u0146\u0101m no pamatskolas un vidusskolas laikiem.
Tev vajadz\u0113tu \u0146emt v\u0113r\u0101 manu toreiz\u0113jo vecumu, jo tu redz\u0113si da\u017eas neapdom\u012bgas darb\u012bbas, ko es taj\u0101 laik\u0101 izdar\u012bju.
Mana m\u012blest\u012bba pret las\u012b\u0161anu aizs\u0101k\u0101s pamatskol\u0101, apm\u0113ram 13 gadu vecum\u0101, kad katru dienu las\u012bju laikrakstu Al-Ahram, ko mums katru dienu pirka t\u0113vs. Mana m\u012blest\u012bba pret las\u012b\u0161anu att\u012bst\u012bj\u0101s, kad kr\u0101ju savu kabatas naudu un pirku gr\u0101matas gr\u0101matn\u012bc\u0101s vai Kairas Starptautiskaj\u0101 gr\u0101matu gadatirg\u016b, kuru apmekl\u0113ju katru gadu. Mani las\u012bjumi aptv\u0113ra da\u017e\u0101das jomas: reli\u0123isko, politisko, v\u0113sturisko, \u0123eogr\u0101fisko, zin\u0101tnisko un citas, un tas man v\u0113l\u0101k, kad izaugu, pal\u012bdz\u0113ja rakst\u012bt gr\u0101matas.
Manas zin\u0101\u0161anas par d\u017eih\u0101du aizs\u0101k\u0101s ar las\u012b\u0161anu, \u012bpa\u0161i ar man\u0101m ar\u0101bu un afg\u0101\u0146u mud\u017eahed\u012bnu seko\u0161an\u0101m Afganist\u0101n\u0101. Vi\u0146i mani iespaidoja, lai gan vi\u0146u bija maz\u0101k un maz\u0101ka vara. K\u0101 vi\u0146i var\u0113ja st\u0101ties pret\u012b t\u0101 laika lielvar\u0101m un nodar\u012bt lielus zaud\u0113jumus krieviem? Jau taj\u0101 jaun\u012bb\u0101 es cer\u0113ju b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146iem un sap\u0146oju par d\u017eih\u0101du kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146iem, kad izaug\u0161u. Tom\u0113r \u0161\u012b okup\u0101cija beidz\u0101s 1989. gad\u0101, p\u0113c tam, kad biju pabeidzis pamatskolu, kad man bija apm\u0113ram piecpadsmit gadu. P\u0113c tam es jutos v\u012blies mud\u017eahed\u012bnu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s c\u012b\u0146as d\u0113\u013c. Toreiz es negrib\u0113ju b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146iem, jo uzskat\u012bju c\u012b\u0146u vi\u0146u starp\u0101 par neko citu k\u0101 p\u0101rbaud\u012bjumu, no kura mums vajadz\u0113tu izvair\u012bties.
Es pabeidzu pamatskolu, un mana ap\u0146em\u0161an\u0101s l\u016bg\u0161anai un dom\u0101\u0161anai par Dievu un to, k\u0101 atbalst\u012bt Vi\u0146a reli\u0123iju, pieauga. Starpbr\u012b\u017eos skol\u0101 es regul\u0101ri draudzes lok\u0101 skait\u012bju pusdienas l\u016bg\u0161anu skolas mo\u0161ej\u0101 un p\u0113c l\u016bg\u0161anas klaus\u012bjos reli\u0123isk\u0101s stundas.
Par savu kabatas naudu es pirku laikrakstu Al-Muslimun, Sa\u016bda Ar\u0101bij\u0101 izdotu ikned\u0113\u013cas laikrakstu. Taj\u0101 tika atspogu\u013coti musulma\u0146u apst\u0101k\u013ci vis\u0101 pasaul\u0113. No \u0161\u012b laikraksta es uzzin\u0101ju par musulma\u0146u apst\u0101k\u013ciem Filip\u012bn\u0101s, Ka\u0161mir\u0101, Austrumturkest\u0101n\u0101 \u0136\u012bn\u0101, Padomju Savien\u012bbas isl\u0101ma republik\u0101s, \u010ce\u010denij\u0101 un Bosnij\u0101 un Hercegovin\u0101. Es pat rakst\u012bju laikrakstam, jaut\u0101jot, k\u0101 es var\u0113tu doties uz Bosniju un Hercegovinu, lai tur veiktu d\u017eih\u0101du, bet nesa\u0146\u0113mu atbildi. Taj\u0101 laik\u0101 es ar\u012b zvan\u012bju Pakist\u0101nas v\u0113stniec\u012bbai, lai l\u016bgtu at\u013cauju man doties uz Ka\u0161miru, lai veiktu d\u017eih\u0101du pret Indijas okup\u0101ciju, bet mani p\u0101rsteidza k\u0101ds \u0113\u0123iptie\u0161u darbinieks, kur\u0161 man teica, ka vi\u0146iem nav t\u0101, ko es l\u016bdzu. Es ar\u012b dom\u0101ju par ce\u013cojumu uz \u010ce\u010deniju.

Bosnijas kar\u0161, kas s\u0101k\u0101s 1992. gada mart\u0101, bija pagrieziena punkts man\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113. Es jutu, ka neko nevaru dar\u012bt, lai pal\u012bdz\u0113tu \u0161iem musulma\u0146iem. Man bija skumji, lasot par masu slakti\u0146iem, musulma\u0146u sievie\u0161u izvaro\u0161an\u0101m un cit\u0101m tra\u0123\u0113dij\u0101m. Es k\u013cuvu v\u0113l skumj\u0101ks un neapmierin\u0101t\u0101ks, kad nesa\u0146\u0113mu gaid\u012bto atbildi no musulma\u0146u vald\u012bb\u0101m un taut\u0101m, lai aptur\u0113tu \u0161o tra\u0123\u0113diju. Es m\u0113dzu kr\u0101t savu kabatas naudu un ziedot to Isl\u0101ma pal\u012bdz\u012bbas komitejai. P\u0113c skolas es m\u0113dzu doties uz Dar Al-Hikma, lai ziedotu Bosnijas musulma\u0146iem, bet, neskatoties uz to, es jutu, ka esmu vi\u0146iem pietr\u016bkst.
Es pl\u0101noju ce\u013cot uz Asu\u0101nu, tad uz Sud\u0101nu un tad uz Bosniju. Tobr\u012bd mans pr\u0101ts neaptv\u0113ra, ka mani var\u0113tu viegli arest\u0113t, jo nebiju pl\u0101nojis \u0161o piedz\u012bvojumu kop\u0101 ar nevienu citu. T\u0101 bija individu\u0101la r\u012bc\u012bba, jo nezin\u0101ju nevienu grupu vai organiz\u0101ciju \u0112\u0123ipt\u0113, kas s\u016bt\u012btu mud\u017eahed\u012bnus uz Bosniju. T\u0101p\u0113c mans l\u0113mums bija spont\u0101ns un nep\u0101rdom\u0101ts mana jaun\u0101 vecuma d\u0113\u013c, jo tobr\u012bd man nebija vair\u0101k par devi\u0146padsmit gadiem, un man pat nebija pases, ar ko ce\u013cot.
P\u0113c \u0161\u012b l\u0113muma es uzrakst\u012bju v\u0113stuli savai \u0123imenei un atst\u0101ju to uz sava rakst\u0101mgalda. Pa\u0146\u0113mu savu dr\u0113bju somu un, nevienam no \u0123imenes nezinot, izg\u0101ju no m\u0101jas. Devos uz dzelzce\u013ca staciju un rezerv\u0113ju otr\u0101s klases bi\u013ceti uz Asu\u0101nu. T\u0101 bija pirm\u0101 reize, kad braucu ar vilcienu. Iek\u0101pjot vilcien\u0101, mani p\u0101rsteidza liel\u0101 dr\u016bzm\u0113\u0161an\u0101s, un man nebija vietas, kur iek\u0101pt. Es paman\u012bju, ka da\u017ei pasa\u017eieri s\u0113\u017e bag\u0101\u017eas novieto\u0161anai paredz\u0113taj\u0101 viet\u0101 uz pasa\u017eieru s\u0113dek\u013ciem, t\u0101p\u0113c uzk\u0101pu uz s\u0113dek\u013ciem un aps\u0113dos kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146iem. P\u0113c vair\u0101k\u0101m stund\u0101m ilg\u0101m mok\u0101m un p\u0113c tam, kad mana bi\u013cete tika vair\u0101kk\u0101rt p\u0101rbaud\u012bta, viens no bi\u013ce\u0161u kontrolieriem pirms iera\u0161an\u0101s Asu\u0101n\u0101 man teica, ka esmu kop\u0101 ar tre\u0161\u0101s klases pasa\u017eieriem un ka man ir sava vieta otr\u0101s klases s\u0113dekl\u012b ar gaisa kondicion\u0113t\u0101ju. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija p\u0101rsteigts, ka esmu tre\u0161aj\u0101 klas\u0113, bet es paliku tre\u0161aj\u0101 klas\u0113 l\u012bdz iera\u0161an\u0101s Asu\u0101n\u0101.
Es savu ce\u013cojumu uz Asu\u0101nu uzskat\u012bju par sava veida migr\u0101ciju pie All\u0101ha un Vi\u0146a V\u0113stne\u0161a (lai miers ir ar vi\u0146u). Es jutu, ka par \u0161o ce\u013cojumu tieku atalgots, t\u0101p\u0113c nebiju skumj\u0161. P\u0113c iera\u0161an\u0101s Asu\u0101n\u0101 es rezerv\u0113ju gultu jaunie\u0161u hostel\u012b. Dienu v\u0113l\u0101k es sev teicu, ka man j\u0101run\u0101 ar \u0123imeni, lai nomierin\u0101tu vi\u0146us par savu vesel\u012bbu. Kad es vi\u0146iem piezvan\u012bju, biju p\u0101rsteigts, redzot, ka vi\u0146i sabr\u016bk un raud par manu \u0161\u0137ir\u0161anos. Es sajutu skumjas un jaut\u0101ju: "K\u0101 es to nodar\u012bju savam t\u0113vam un m\u0101tei?" P\u0113c tam, kad vi\u0146i uzst\u0101ja zin\u0101t manu atra\u0161an\u0101s vietu, es vi\u0146iem teicu, ka esmu Asu\u0101n\u0101, un vi\u0146i l\u016bdza mani atgriezties m\u0101j\u0101s. Es atgriezos pie vi\u0146iem un sapratu, ka nevar\u0113\u0161u iesaist\u012bties d\u017eih\u0101d\u0101, kam\u0113r neb\u016b\u0161u iest\u0101jies k\u0101d\u0101 no milit\u0101raj\u0101m koled\u017e\u0101m, lai man b\u016btu iesp\u0113ja iesaist\u012bties d\u017eih\u0101d\u0101 pret Izra\u0113lu. Es tic\u0113ju, ka miers ar Izra\u0113lu neb\u016bs ilgs, bet galu gal\u0101 man nebija iesp\u0113jas iesaist\u012bties d\u017eih\u0101d\u0101.
\u0160aj\u0101 dz\u012bves posm\u0101 es nekad nebiju dom\u0101jis par pievieno\u0161anos Musulma\u0146u br\u0101l\u012bbai, salafistam vai k\u0101dai citai grupai. Es dom\u0101ju tikai par c\u012b\u0146u jebkur\u0101 valst\u012b, kur musulma\u0146i tiek vaj\u0101ti, un tas ar\u012b viss. Es nedom\u0101ju par c\u012b\u0146u pret musulma\u0146iem, kuri c\u012bn\u0101s pret citiem musulma\u0146iem, un mana politikas interpret\u0101cija taj\u0101 laik\u0101 bija tikai \u0161\u012b iemesla d\u0113\u013c, un l\u012bdz \u0161im mana dom\u0101\u0161ana nav daudz main\u012bjusies.
Protams, p\u0113c iest\u0101\u0161an\u0101s armij\u0101 viss, ko dar\u012bju, tika tur\u0113ts nosl\u0113pum\u0101, un neviens par to nezin\u0101ja, jo zin\u0101ju, ka, ja domas, kas ros\u0101s man\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101, k\u013c\u016bs zin\u0101mas, mani vai nu izsl\u0113gs no armijas, vai arest\u0113s.
Mani pamatskolas un augstskolas gadi bija dr\u016bms periods man\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, jo es uztraucos par daudziem vaj\u0101tajiem musulma\u0146iem, un vien\u012bgais, kas man \u0161o dz\u012bves posmu atviegloja, bija v\u012bzijas, kur\u0101s es redz\u0113ju Pravieti, lai Dievs vi\u0146u sv\u0113t\u012b un dod vi\u0146am mieru, un m\u016bsu Skolot\u0101ju J\u0113zu, miers lai ir ar vi\u0146u, un da\u017eas citas v\u012bzijas.
Protams, da\u017ei cilv\u0113ki teiks: \u201cKas t\u0101s par mu\u013c\u0137\u012bb\u0101m tu dom\u0101ji un dar\u012bji?\u201d Bet t\u0101 bija da\u013ca no manas dz\u012bves, kad biju jauns, un es par to nekaunos. Ja es var\u0113tu atgriezties laik\u0101, es joproj\u0101m m\u0113\u0123in\u0101tu c\u012bn\u012bties d\u017eih\u0101d\u0101. Es, iesp\u0113jams, neb\u016btu pievienojies armijai un b\u016btu gaid\u012bjis, l\u012bdz izaug\u0161u, lai var\u0113tu ce\u013cot un c\u012bn\u012bties jebkur\u0101 valst\u012b, kur tiek vaj\u0101ti musulma\u0146i, nevis velt\u012bgi izniekotu savu dz\u012bvi l\u012bdz \u0161im br\u012bdim, nepiepild\u012bjis savu sapni par c\u012b\u0146u d\u017eih\u0101d\u0101 un mocek\u013ca n\u0101vi.
Un ikviens, kur\u0161 koment\u0113s un pateiks, k\u0101p\u0113c tu nebrauc ce\u013cot un c\u012bn\u012bties, nevis dod mums naudu, es vi\u0146am teik\u0161u, lai ats\u016bta man bi\u013ceti un atvieglo man ce\u013co\u0161anu, piem\u0113ram, uz Birmu, lai es var\u0113tu tur c\u012bn\u012bties.\u00a0<\/span><\/h1>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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