{"id":22031,"date":"2025-03-27T15:28:45","date_gmt":"2025-03-27T15:28:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/?p=22031"},"modified":"2025-04-17T07:49:12","modified_gmt":"2025-04-17T07:49:12","slug":"dessad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/archives\/22031","title":{"rendered":"Likus kelioms valandoms iki knygos \u201eIlgai laukti lai\u0161kai\u201c i\u0161leidimo."},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"22031\" class=\"elementor elementor-22031\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-29102adc e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"29102adc\" data-element_type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-32c4e940 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"32c4e940\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"x1cy8zhl x2bj2ny x78zum5 x1q0g3np\"><div class=\"x1iyjqo2\"><div class=\"x78zum5 xdt5ytf xz62fqu x16ldp7u\"><div class=\"xu06os2 x1ok221b\"><h1 class=\"html-div xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x1q0g3np\"><span class=\"html-span xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x1hl2dhg x16tdsg8 x1vvkbs\"><span class=\"html-span xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x1hl2dhg x16tdsg8 x1vvkbs x4k7w5x x1h91t0o x1h9r5lt x1jfb8zj xv2umb2 x1beo9mf xaigb6o x12ejxvf x3igimt xarpa2k xedcshv x1lytzrv x1t2pt76 x7ja8zs x1qrby5j\">2019 m. gruod\u017eio 17 d.<\/span><\/span><span class=\"html-span xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x1hl2dhg x16tdsg8 x1vvkbs\"><span aria-hidden=\"true\">\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/h1><\/div><\/div><\/div><div><div class=\"x1i10hfl x1qjc9v5 xjqpnuy xa49m3k xqeqjp1 x2hbi6w x9f619 x1ypdohk xdl72j9 x2lah0s xe8uvvx x2lwn1j xeuugli x16tdsg8 x1hl2dhg xggy1nq x1ja2u2z x1t137rt x1o1ewxj x3x9cwd x1e5q0jg x13rtm0m x1q0g3np x87ps6o x1lku1pv x1a2a7pz xjyslct xjbqb8w x13fuv20 xu3j5b3 x1q0q8m5 x26u7qi x972fbf xcfux6l x1qhh985 xm0m39n x3nfvp2 xdj266r x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r xexx8yu x4uap5 x18d9i69 xkhd6sd x1n2onr6 x3ajldb x194ut8o x1vzenxt xd7ygy7 xt298gk x1xhcax0 x1s928wv x10pfhc2 x1j6awrg x1v53gu8 x1tfg27r xitxdhh\" tabindex=\"0\" role=\"button\" aria-expanded=\"false\" aria-haspopup=\"menu\" aria-label=\"Veiksmai, kuri\u0173 reikia imtis d\u0117l \u0161io \u012fra\u0161o\"><div class=\"x1ey2m1c xds687c x17qophe xg01cxk x47corl x10l6tqk x13vifvy x1ebt8du x19991ni x1dhq9h xzolkzo x12go9s9 x1rnf11y xprq8jg\" role=\"none\" data-visualcompletion=\"ignore\">\u00a0<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><h1 class=\"xyinxu5 x4uap5 x1g2khh7 xkhd6sd\"><span class=\"x193iq5w xeuugli x13faqbe x1vvkbs x1xmvt09 x1lliihq x1s928wv xhkezso x1gmr53x x1cpjm7i x1fgarty x1943h6x xudqn12 x3x7a5m x6prxxf xvq8zen xo1l8bm xzsf02u\" dir=\"auto\">Per kelias valandas bus i\u0161leistos ir i\u0161platintos dvi laukiam\u0173 \u017einu\u010di\u0173 knygos.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>\u0160ios knygos ra\u0161ymas truko apie \u0161e\u0161is m\u0117nesius, ir per t\u0105 laik\u0105 daug dvejojau ir kelis kartus nustojau j\u0105 ra\u0161yti d\u0117l netradicini\u0173 religini\u0173 pa\u017ei\u016br\u0173, prie\u0161taraujan\u010di\u0173 \u0161imtme\u010di\u0173 senumo \u012fsitikinimams. Tod\u0117l manau, kad tik labai nedaugelis jas supras, ir \u017emon\u0117ms prireiks daug laiko, kad suprast\u0173 \u0161i\u0105 knyg\u0105. Tod\u0117l nebenor\u0117jau jos t\u0119sti.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Ra\u0161ydamas \u0161i\u0105 knyg\u0105, kelis kartus meld\u017eiausi Istikharai ir Alachui (SWT), pra\u0161ydamas Jo vesti mane keliu, kur\u012f tur\u0117\u010diau pasirinkti: ar tur\u0117\u010diau tyl\u0117ti ir pasilaikyti \u012fgytas \u017einias sau, ar tur\u0117\u010diau t\u0119sti knygos ra\u0161ym\u0105 ir skleisti \u012fgytas \u017einias tarp \u017emoni\u0173? Ta\u010diau kiekvien\u0105 kart\u0105, kai melsdavausi Alachui (SWT) Istikharai d\u0117l \u0161ios knygos t\u0119simo, matydavau vizij\u0105 arba i\u0161girsdavau Korano eilut\u0119 per Korano radij\u0105, kuri paskatino mane t\u0119sti \u0161ios knygos ra\u0161ym\u0105, nors puikiai supratau jos turinio rimtum\u0105.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>\u0160iuo metu nevalingai pereinu i\u0161 politinio d\u017eihado stadijos \u012f intelektualinio d\u017eihado stadij\u0105, nepaisant to, kad neatsigavau po ankstesnio etapo ir i\u0161kraipym\u0173, kaltinim\u0173 i\u0161davyste bei \u012f\u017eeidim\u0173, kuriuos patyriau a\u0161tuonerius metus \u2013 nuo tada, kai 2011 m. lapkrit\u012f paskelbiau apie prisijungim\u0105 prie revoliucijos Mohamedo Mahmoudo \u012fvykiuose, iki \u0161iol.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Kitas etapas yra l\u016b\u017eio ta\u0161kas visame mano gyvenime, nes praeityje man mesti kaltinimai d\u0117l i\u0161davyst\u0117s, bendradarbiavimo ir kiti kaltinimai, apie kuriuos \u017einote, bus pakeisti \u012f etap\u0105, kuriame man bus pateikti visi\u0161kai kiti kaltinimai, nes kitame etape b\u016bsiu kaltinamas netik\u0117jimu, klaidinimu ir kitais kaltinimais, kurie \u017einomi tik Visagaliui Dievui.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Religinio \u012fsitikinimo, kuris musulmonams gyvuoja jau \u0161imtme\u010dius, nepakeisi viena tokio \u017emogaus kaip a\u0161 para\u0161yta knyga. Tam reikia labai daug laiko ir pastang\u0173, atsi\u017evelgiant \u012f tai, kiek laiko \u0161is \u012fsitikinimas egzistuoja, tap\u0119s tarsi \u0161e\u0161tuoju islamo rams\u010diu ir kurio neleistina aptarin\u0117ti ar interpretuoti.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>U\u017etenka pasakyti, kad apie \u0161\u012f savo \u012fsitikinim\u0105 paprastai aptariau su vienu Al-Azhar \u0161eichu vos ketvirt\u012f valandos, o jis paskelb\u0117 mane netik\u0117liu ir pasak\u0117: \u201eTaigi a\u0161 \u012f\u017eengiau \u012f netik\u0117jimo islamo religija etap\u0105.\u201c<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Kitas vyras perskait\u0117 pirmuosius du mano knygos \u201eLaukti lai\u0161kai\u201c skyrius ir nerado jokio atsakymo, prie\u0161taraujan\u010dio tam, k\u0105 para\u0161iau. Ta\u010diau jis nustojo skaityti knyg\u0105 ir pasak\u0117 man: \u201eN\u0117 vienas i\u0161 m\u016bs\u0173 mokslinink\u0173 nepasak\u0117 to, k\u0105 sakote j\u016bs, o \u0161ia knyga a\u0161 \u012f\u017eiebsiu nesantaik\u0105 tarp musulmon\u0173.\u201c \u201eAl-Azhar\u201c absolventas, kuris perskait\u0117 mano knyg\u0105, papra\u0161\u0117 leisti man diskutuoti per palydovinius kanalus.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Kita moteris, vos perskai\u010diusi pirmuosius du mano knygos skyrius, \u012fsitikino mano po\u017ei\u016briu ir pasak\u0117, kad a\u0161 teisi.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Kai band\u017eiau pateikti savo knyg\u0105 leidykloms spausdinti ir platinti, pirmoji leidykla atsisak\u0117 j\u0105 spausdinti ir platinti d\u0117l jos turinio rimtumo. Ta\u010diau antroji leidykla spausdinim\u0105 ir platinim\u0105 sutiko palankiai. Tas pats nutiko, kai band\u017eiau atlikti knygos lingvistin\u0119 per\u017ei\u016br\u0105. Pirmasis lingvistinis recenzentas atsisak\u0117 recenzuoti knyg\u0105, vos tik trumpai per\u017evelg\u0119s turin\u012f. Ta\u010diau antrasis lingvistinis recenzentas sutiko su ja dirbti ir j\u0105 lingvisti\u0161kai per\u017ei\u016br\u0117jo.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Kalbant apie mano \u0161eim\u0105, savo knygos turin\u012f atskleid\u017eiau tik dviem \u0161eimos nariams. Vien\u0105 i\u0161 j\u0173 mano nuomon\u0117 \u012ftikino trumpai paai\u0161kinus knygos turin\u012f ir neperskai\u010dius knygos. Kitas asmuo bijo pagundos ir nenori skaityti knygos, bijodamas b\u016bti \u012ftikintas mano nuomone, nes nenori prie\u0161tarauti \u012fsitikinimui, kuris tarp musulmon\u0173 vyrauja \u0161imtme\u010dius, nepaisant to, kad a\u0161 jam pateikiau visus \u012frodymus ir band\u017eiau j\u012f \u012ftikinti \u0161e\u0161is m\u0117nesius.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Tai vis\u0173 \u017emoni\u0173, kurie i\u0161girs ir skaitys mano knyg\u0105 (\u201eLauktos \u017einut\u0117s\u201c), mikrokosmosas. Kai kurie i\u0161 j\u0173 netik\u0117s manimi ir kaltins mane klaidinimu, neskait\u0119 mano knygos. Kai kurie i\u0161 j\u0173 skaitys mano knyg\u0105 ir kaltins mane nesantaikos kurstymu. Kai kurie i\u0161 j\u0173 perskaitys mano knyg\u0105 ir nepakeis savo nuomon\u0117s, kad toliau keliaut\u0173 su karavanu. Nedaugelis \u017emoni\u0173 bus \u012ftikinti mano knyga, perskait\u0119 j\u0105 siekdami tiesos.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>\u0160i mano knyga i\u0161pildys dalies knygos vizijos ir eilut\u0117s {Tad palaukite, nes jie laukia} ai\u0161kinim\u0105 ta prasme, kad a\u0161 baigiau ra\u0161yti knyg\u0105 iki galo, kol ji buvo i\u0161spausdinta ir pristatyta bibliotekoms, o liko kitos vizijos dalies, apie pirmojo tre\u010ddalio \u0161ios knygos skyri\u0173 \u012fvykim\u0105 ir eil\u0117ra\u0161\u010dio apie skaidrius d\u016bmus, i\u0161sipildymas. Tai nepaisant to, kad nenor\u0117jau t\u0119sti \u0161ios knygos ra\u0161ymo ir tik\u0117jausi, kad jokia leidykla ar spaustuv\u0117 nesutiks spausdinti ir platinti mano knygos, bet \u012fvyko tai, ko nesitik\u0117jau, ir mano knyga galiausiai buvo i\u0161spausdinta ir bus platinama.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Mergel\u0117s Marijos santuokos vizijos ai\u0161kinimas taip pat i\u0161sipildys reik\u0161mingu mano religini\u0173 \u012fsitikinim\u0173 poky\u010diu per mano gyvenim\u0105, ir d\u0117l to susidursiu su dideliu ir nepakeliamu pasiprie\u0161inimu. Tos vizijos ai\u0161kinimas i\u0161sipild\u0117, ir mane prad\u0117jo kaltinti \u0161ventvagyste. Ne\u017einau, kas nutiks, kai mano knyga bus i\u0161platinta.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Mano senelis \u0161eichas Abdel Muttal Al-Saidi susid\u016br\u0117 su daugybe sunkum\u0173 d\u0117l Al-Azharo rankose, nes steng\u0117si pateikti religines id\u0117jas, kurios buvo daug ma\u017eiau ribojan\u010dios nei tos, kurias aptarsiu savo knygoje \u201eLaukti lai\u0161kai\u201c. Ne\u017einau, ar tai, kas man vyksta, yra \u0161eimos tradicija, ar ne. N\u0117 vienas mano senelio \u0161eimos narys nepatyr\u0117 nieko pana\u0161aus \u012f tai, k\u0105 patyriau a\u0161 ir k\u0105 toliau patirsiu.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Tod\u0117l savo knyg\u0105 \u201eLaukti lai\u0161kai\u201c skiriu savo seneliui \u0161eichui Abdul Muttalui Al-Saidi, su kuriuo tro\u0161kau b\u016bti dabar su manimi, kad gal\u0117t\u0173 b\u016bti \u0161alia man\u0119s, kai susidursiu su pana\u0161iais sunkumais, su kuriais susid\u016br\u0117 jis anks\u010diau.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Visko, ko pra\u0161au i\u0161 j\u016bs\u0173, ypa\u010d i\u0161 t\u0173, kurie mane gerai pa\u017e\u012fsta,<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Neskub\u0117kite man\u0119s teisti, kol neperskaitysite mano knygos ne\u0161ali\u0161kai ir be i\u0161ankstini\u0173 nuostat\u0173. Tai, k\u0105 aptarsiu savo knygoje, patvirtins \u012fvykiai, kai \u012fvyks pagrindiniai Valandos \u017eenklai, nesvarbu, ar m\u016bs\u0173 laikais, ar m\u016bs\u0173 an\u016bk\u0173 laikais.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Laukite kito straipsnio, kuriame paai\u0161kinsiu kai kuriuos religinius klausimus, kuriuos aptariau savo knygoje \u201eLaukti lai\u0161kai\u201c.<br class=\"html-br\" \/>Tamer Badr\u00a0<\/span><\/h1>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>17 \u062f\u064a\u0633\u0645\u0628\u0631 2019\u00a0 \u00a0 \u062e\u0644\u0627\u0644 \u0633\u0627\u0639\u0627\u062a \u0633\u064a\u062a\u0645 \u0646\u0634\u0631 \u0648\u062a\u0648\u0632\u064a\u0639 \u0643\u062a\u0627\u0628\u064a \u0627\u0644\u0631\u0633\u0627\u0626\u0644 \u0627\u0644\u0645\u0646\u062a\u0638\u0631\u0629\u0647\u0630\u0627 \u0627\u0644\u0643\u062a\u0627\u0628 \u0627\u0633\u062a\u063a\u0631\u0642 \u062a\u0623\u0644\u064a\u0641\u0647 \u062d\u0648\u0627\u0644\u064a \u0627\u0644\u0633\u062a\u0629 \u0623\u0634\u0647\u0631\u060c \u0648\u062e\u0644\u0627\u0644 \u062a\u0644\u0643 \u0627\u0644\u0641\u062a\u0631\u0629 \u062a\u0631\u062f\u062f\u062a \u0643\u062b\u064a\u0631\u064b\u0627 \u0641\u064a \u062a\u0623\u0644\u064a\u0641\u0647 \u0648\u062a\u0648\u0642\u0641\u062a \u0623\u0643\u062b\u0631 \u0645\u0646 \u0645\u0631\u0647 \u0644\u0645\u0627 \u064a\u062d\u062a\u0648\u064a\u0647 \u0645\u0646 \u0622\u0631\u0627\u0621 \u062f\u064a\u0646\u064a\u0629 \u063a\u064a\u0631 \u062a\u0642\u0644\u064a\u062f\u064a\u0629 \u0648\u0645\u062e\u0627\u0644\u0641\u0629 \u0644\u0644\u0645\u0639\u062a\u0642\u062f\u0627\u062a \u0627\u0644\u0633\u0627\u0626\u062f\u0629 \u0645\u0646\u0630 \u0642\u0631\u0648\u0646 \u0648\u0644\u0630\u0644\u0643 \u0641\u0623\u0646\u0627 \u0645\u062a\u0648\u0642\u0639 \u0627\u0644\u0627 \u064a\u0633\u062a\u0648\u0639\u0628\u0647\u0627 \u0627\u0644\u0627 \u0627\u0644\u0642\u0644\u064a\u0644 \u062c\u062f\u064b\u0627 \u0645\u0646 \u0627\u0644\u0646\u0627\u0633 \u0648\u0633\u062a\u0633\u062a\u063a\u0631\u0642 \u0648\u0642\u062a \u0637\u0648\u064a\u0644 \u062d\u062a\u0649 [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":22032,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","inline_featured_image":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[113],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-22031","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-113"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22031","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22031"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22031\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22032"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22031"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22031"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/lt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22031"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}