{"id":20371,"date":"2025-03-23T08:09:25","date_gmt":"2025-03-23T08:09:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/?p=20371"},"modified":"2025-04-26T19:04:58","modified_gmt":"2025-04-26T19:04:58","slug":"1111-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/archives\/20371","title":{"rendered":"Aasta n\u00e4gemustest, mida ma n\u00e4en"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"20371\" class=\"elementor elementor-20371\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-222d7126 e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"222d7126\" data-element_type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5b040691 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"5b040691\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h1>Mul on olnud n\u00e4gemusi umbes neljateistk\u00fcmneaastasest saati. Need olid sagedased, seej\u00e4rel muutusid need haruldaseks kahek\u00fcmneaastasest kuni umbes kolmek\u00fcmne kaheksanda eluaastani Egiptuse revolutsiooni s\u00fcndmuste ajal 2011. aastal. Seej\u00e4rel sagenesid n\u00e4gemused p\u00e4rast minu vahistamist ja vanglast vabanemist ning muutusid need alates 2017. aastast v\u00e4ga sagedaseks.<\/h1><h1>M\u00e4letan, et keskkoolis kirjutasin k\u00f5ik tolleaegsed n\u00e4gemused m\u00e4rkmikusse \u00fcles. Isa viis mind Sayyida Zeinabi mo\u0161eesse \u00fche tuttava sufi \u0161eigi juurde, et need n\u00e4gemused \u0161eigile esitada. \u0160eik v\u00f5ttis m\u00e4rkmiku, kuhu ma need n\u00e4gemused olin kirjutanud, et seda lugeda, aga elu mured ja s\u00f5jav\u00e4ekolled\u017eisse astumine segasid mind seda m\u00e4rkmikku sellelt \u0161eigilt tagasi saamast v\u00f5i isegi tema arvamusest nende n\u00e4gemuste kohta teada saamast.<\/h1><h1>Oli n\u00e4gemusi, mis sisaldasid s\u00fcmboleid, mida ma ei tundnud, ja n\u00e4gemusi, mille ma aja jooksul v\u00f5i t\u00f5lkide abil de\u0161ifreerisin. Oli n\u00e4gemusi, mis tulid mulle elu jooksul erinevatel aegadel, kus ma n\u00e4gin end Kaabast kinni hoidmas ja intensiivselt nutmas. Oli n\u00e4gemusi, kus ma n\u00e4gin prohveteid nagu Jeesus, rahu olgu temaga, ja oli palju n\u00e4gemusi, millest paljud ma olen unustanud. Oli mitu n\u00e4gemust, kus ma n\u00e4gin meie Meistrit Muhamedi, rahu olgu temaga, ja paar n\u00e4gemust, kus ma n\u00e4gin meie Meistrit Joosepit, Moosest, Iiobit, Johannest ja Aabrahami, rahu olgu nendega.<\/h1><h1>On n\u00e4gemusi revolutsioonist ja tulevastest s\u00f5dadest ning iga n\u00e4gemus saabus mulle teatud s\u00fcndmuste etapis. N\u00e4gemus r\u00e4\u00e4gib Egiptuse revolutsioonist, n\u00e4gemus ettevalmistustest Al-Aqsa vabastamise s\u00f5jaks, n\u00e4gemus Siinai s\u00f5ja ajal Iisraeli vastu, n\u00e4gemus Levandi vabastamisest, n\u00e4gemus rahvahulkadest Euroopast, kes tulevad Levandile, n\u00e4gemused suurest eeposest, n\u00e4gemused Antikristusest, n\u00e4gemused meie Meistri Jeesuse laskumisest, rahu olgu temaga, ja k\u00f5iki neid paljusid n\u00e4gemusi ma ei suuda kokku lugeda ja need saabusid mulle erinevatel aegadel minu elu eri etappidel.<\/h1><h1>Sinu postitatud n\u00e4gemused moodustasid vaid veerandi sellest, mida mina n\u00e4gin. Oli palju n\u00e4gemusi, mille \u00fcksikasju ma ei m\u00e4leta, sest need toimusid ammu.<\/h1><h1>See on reaalsus, milles ma \u00f6\u00f6siti magades elan, hoolimata sellest, et p\u00fc\u00fcan oma aega nii p\u00e4eval kui \u00f6\u00f6sel t\u00f6\u00f6ga sisustada, et mitte liiga palju m\u00f5elda. Tihti kurnan ma \u00f6\u00f6sel n\u00e4htu p\u00e4rast ps\u00fchholoogiliselt \u00e4ra ning muutun erinevatel hetkedel segadusse ja hajameelseks. Kui ma endale \u00fctlen, et need n\u00e4gemused on Saatanast, avastan, et need n\u00e4gemused sisaldavad h\u00fc\u00fcdeid v\u00f5i loosungeid, mis sisaldavad selliseid nagu \u201eJumal on suur\u201c ja \u201ePole teist jumalat peale Jumala\u201c.<\/h1><h1>Mul oli n\u00e4htu t\u00f5ttu tohutu ps\u00fchholoogiline konflikt ja mitu korda ei saanud ma selle p\u00e4rast magada, mida olin noorest east saati n\u00e4inud, ning mitu korda vaevasid mind kahtlused, et see, mis minuga toimub, pole midagi muud kui kuradi t\u00f6\u00f6, mis mind eksitab ja hulluks ajab, kuna ma teadsin s\u00f5pru, kellel olid minu sarnased n\u00e4gemused ja m\u00f5ned neist l\u00f5petasid inimeste tapmisega, hulluksminekuga v\u00f5i vaimuhaiglasse sattumisega.<\/h1><h1>Mul oli p\u00f5hikoolis mitu n\u00e4gemust, kui sooritasin palver\u00e4nnakut Allahi p\u00fchasse majja ja pesesin end Zamzami veega. Samuti oli mul mitu n\u00e4gemust, mille \u00fcksikasju ma ei m\u00e4leta, kaaslastega, n\u00e4iteks meie \u00f5petaja Abu Bakriga (olgu Allah temaga rahul) ja meie \u00f5petaja Aliga (olgu Allah temaga rahul). Esimene n\u00e4gemus, milles ma prohveteid n\u00e4gin, oli meie \u00f5petaja Jeesusega (rahu olgu temaga), kui ma olin noor p\u00f5hikoolis. N\u00e4gemused j\u00e4tkusid ka keskkoolis, kui ma n\u00e4gin meie \u00f5petajat Jeesust (rahu olgu temaga) paljudes n\u00e4gemustes. M\u00f5nikord tervitas ta mind n\u00e4gemuses, m\u00f5nikord vaatas ta mulle naeratades otsa ja m\u00f5nikord kallistasin teda. Kuid need n\u00e4gemused ei sisaldanud mingeid olulisi s\u00fcndmusi.<\/h1><h1>\u00a0<\/h1>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0643\u0627\u0646\u062a \u062a\u0623\u062a\u064a\u0646\u064a \u0627\u0644\u0631\u0624\u0649 \u0645\u0646\u0630 \u0623\u0646 \u0643\u0627\u0646 \u0639\u0645\u0631\u064a \u0627\u0644\u0631\u0627\u0628\u0639\u0629 \u0639\u0634\u0631 \u0639\u0627\u0645\u0627\u064b \u062a\u0642\u0631\u064a\u0628\u0627\u064b \u0648\u0642\u062f \u0643\u0627\u0646\u062a \u0643\u062b\u064a\u0631\u0629 \u062b\u0645 \u0623\u0635\u0628\u062d\u062a \u0627\u0644\u0631\u0624\u0649 \u0642\u0644\u064a\u0644\u0647 \u0645\u0646\u0630 \u0623\u0646 \u0643\u0627\u0646 \u0639\u0645\u0631\u064a \u0627\u0644\u0639\u0634\u0631\u0648\u0646 \u0639\u0627\u0645\u0627\u064b \u0648\u062d\u062a\u0649 \u0627\u0644\u062b\u0627\u0645\u0646\u0629 \u0648\u0627\u0644\u062b\u0644\u0627\u062b\u064a\u0646 \u0645\u0646 \u0639\u0645\u0631\u064a \u062a\u0642\u0631\u064a\u0628\u0627\u064b \u0623\u062b\u0646\u0627\u0621 \u0623\u062d\u062f\u0627\u062b \u0627\u0644\u062b\u0648\u0631\u0629 \u0627\u0644\u0645\u0635\u0631\u064a\u0629 \u0641\u064a 2011 \u062b\u0645 \u0627\u0632\u062f\u0627\u062f\u062a \u0627\u0644\u0631\u0624\u0649 \u0627\u0644\u062a\u064a \u062a\u0623\u062a\u064a\u0646\u064a \u0628\u0639\u062f \u0627\u0639\u062a\u0642\u0627\u0644\u064a \u0648\u062e\u0631\u0648\u062c\u064a \u0645\u0646 \u0627\u0644\u0633\u062c\u0646 \u062b\u0645 \u0623\u0635\u0628\u062d\u062a \u0643\u062b\u064a\u0631\u0629 \u062c\u062f\u0627 \u0645\u0646\u0630 \u0639\u0627\u0645 2017. \u0623\u0630\u0643\u0631 \u0623\u0646\u0646\u064a [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":20368,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","inline_featured_image":false,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-20371","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-1"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20371","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20371"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20371\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20368"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20371"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20371"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamerbadr.com\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20371"}],"curies":[{"name":"t\u00f6\u00f6leht","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}