December 20, 2019
All the insults directed at me now, I no longer get affected by them
I would have collapsed if I had heard it 8 years ago.
But I believe that God had mercy on me when He made me get used to the insults and accusations of treason that I have been hearing for eight years now.
I expected to be excommunicated and accused of heresy and other accusations that I did not expect.
But now I have found accusations that I did not expect, but they do not affect me, thank God.
Whoever wants to call me an infidel, an apostate, a stray, a madman, or someone who should be punished like these people, I have no problem with that, and I expect more accusations than that, and it doesn’t matter to me because I’ve gotten used to it for 8 years, and I’ve prepared myself to stay in this state until I die, even if it’s after 20 years.
I would have collapsed if I had heard it 8 years ago.
But I believe that God had mercy on me when He made me get used to the insults and accusations of treason that I have been hearing for eight years now.
I expected to be excommunicated and accused of heresy and other accusations that I did not expect.
But now I have found accusations that I did not expect, but they do not affect me, thank God.
Whoever wants to call me an infidel, an apostate, a stray, a madman, or someone who should be punished like these people, I have no problem with that, and I expect more accusations than that, and it doesn’t matter to me because I’ve gotten used to it for 8 years, and I’ve prepared myself to stay in this state until I die, even if it’s after 20 years.