I feel that I am in a greater ordeal than I felt when I announced my joining the revolution in 2011.
Today, almost two months after the publication of my book (The Waiting Letters), there are only very few who stood with me during that ordeal. In 2011, indeed, few stood with me and many betrayed me, but now the situation is very different. Those with me now are much fewer than those who were with me in 2011, and the rest either declare me an infidel, attack me, or accuse me of misguidance, apostasy, madness, etc.
I am now facing so many contradictions
I try to convince friends and acquaintances of my opinion and my book for months, while I find those I don’t know are convinced of my opinion after only a quarter of an hour of conversation with them.
I find some of those who supported me because of my political positions and agreed with my political views attacking me because of my opinion and my book, while at the same time I find some of those who were against my previous political positions supporting my book, and I wish the opposite had happened.
My entire family is divided between those who reject, attack, and are indifferent to my opinion and my book. Only my brother is convinced by my opinion and has read my book. Meanwhile, I find people with whom I have no kinship who are convinced by my opinion. However, I feel regret because I wish the opposite were true.
Unfortunately, many of those I expected to support me and agree with my opinion were surprised by their attitudes towards me after the publication of my book.
Unfortunately, I have entered a losing battle by all standards, and I am swimming against the tide, and I knew that, unfortunately, because the truth will not appear until a messenger appears, supported by God Almighty with clear proofs, to warn people of the torment of the smoke, and yet they will not believe him until the torment of the smoke actually covers them.
Unfortunately, I am forced to continue this battle to the end, even though I recently feel this verse with every person who is convinced by my opinion and my book. God Almighty said: (Indeed, you do not guide whom you like, but God guides whom He wills.)